Day 48 – Indecisive

I don’t know what to do.

I’m tired

But restless

Every decision feels like the wrong one.

 

I know what I want to do.

But that isn’t an option.

And I can’t control anything other than me.

 

Other people

The weather

Traffic

Will do whatever they want to

I can do nothing

To change that

 

But I still hold out hope

That somehow

The universe will make what I want to happen

That I can be in control just by wanting it

 

And I inevitably

Will plan my actions around the possibility

That this thing I haven’t asked for

Will fall into my lap

Be handed to me

By some mind reading miracle

 

And inevitably

Will be disappointed

When that doesn’t happen

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